17.) Lancelot prays for a Guinevere and attends recovery meetings. Peter prays for a Wendy and learns secret handshakes. Don’t Know Which Is Worse, Doing Your Own Thing Or Being Cool. Pray for a new America where a trip to Bellevue doesn't land you face down in the gutter. Polite applause. Curtain. Measure of sad dust spooned on to empty pages. Each stair creaks and the creak runs up the staircase ahead of you.