19 March 2005 (yesterday) (tomorrow)

Self-diagnosed my first ulcer.  Bob's dad, a family physician, concurred.  Went off coffee immediately.  Ouch.  Sipping herbal tea and organic honey right now.

Profoundly upsetting to see Wendy with her family.  Makes me feel like the awkward loser I was in my late tweens and early twenties, since that's when I first met Wendy and Bob.   Not that that was so very long ago, but I've been trying to break free of that mindset...